seeing her like dat make me sooo wanna cry..~_~

i dunno how to help...
how to reduce the pain...
how to make the pain go away...
and how to make her happy...

but wat i do know...
is to pray for her...
help her when she needs me...
to be there when she wants someone to talk to...
and sit beside her when she feels lonely and wanted to hold someone's hand...

i dunno whether this 'raya' will be the same or not...
but i do know that...
at least...
she will have lots of people...
who loves her...
sitting besides her...
every single time...

i hope that dis 'raya'...
there would be no fight...
of who should take care of her...
dont blame anyone...
or blame yourself...
we did what we could...
esp my mom...

if i heard someone blaming my mom...
for not taking care of her properly...
i swear, i will not shut my mouth up...
even tho ur older from me...i juz dont care...
i will stand by my mom...
coz she did what she can to take care of her...
till she cries after her 'solat'...
while im watching from behind not knowing how to comfort her...

i know im not a very useful person...
i dunno how to comfort people when they sad like my 2nd sister...
i dunno how to ease people's pain like my 1st sister...

but wat i do know is dat...
i could pray for each of them...
in my every prayer n the last 'sujud' in my solat...
THAT i'm sure i can do very well...

for dis raya,
i pray,
that all will went well...
Insya'Allah...amin...